I just keep withdrawing further from everything and everyone. Before you know it I will have faded entirely, disappeared.
I don’t know.
I’m not sure how much longer I can continue like this. I’m at a loss of what to do.
Nothing feels real, I have been separated from myself; for quite a time now this has been eating away at me. I don’t belong here, in this body or this world.
I’m tired, drained to the point of feeling sick.
I should go to sleep.
Just shut everything off for awhile.
I’ve had the best of times with you. There are more good times in store for you. I swear it. This will pass and you will be better for it. I know right now there is no end in sight. I know you live with this every day. I feel your pain at times. I won’t ever give up on you. There is so much you can do and have in this place. You are a beautiful person. I know that for a fact. Don’t let them get you. You won’t fade away. Not from me anyways. I can’t speak for other people but if they don’t see what I see in you then they are blind. And if you can’t see that then you are blind as well. So I hope you start to see soon.