December 2011
58 posts
I’m here out side my friends house she is severly depressed. I’m trying to just get her out of bed. I don’t care if she goes back to bed. — johnnyv912 (@johnnyv912)
The simple act of getting out of bed is enough to move me.
I truly believe that I almost lost someone so dear to me. I have to be my best and do my best to make the most of anything I have.
I found a strength….that the more difficult and depressing life gets the more I crack jokes. The more I push to make the impossible possible.
People underesimate good walking weather. Like there are only a few times out of the year in texas that it is pleasant to be out side.
Folks I think I have a great story in the making. Like something good is going to happen I just know it.
When you go out and do things….I find reasons\compeled to to write about them. In this day and age I can write it has it happens.
When you go out and do things….I find reasons\compeled to to write about them. In this day and age I can write it has it happens.
I’m starting the year right. I had someone wise tell that I should go out out and live a good life. I’m out and living the good life. The sun is shining and the grass looks great the leaves of autum are on the ground.
laughter
oh yeah i want to be a fighter. one of those ufc guys. all the knees and elbows, twisting limbs and erotic asphyxiation. i can get into that. so i started training. the jujistsu and boxing. I’ll think i wanna fight, i’ll be in training, moving pretty good and looking good. till i tweak something, you know the kind where you just step wrong and your leg goes aw shit. but in fighting it...
I remember when i was a virgin. it wasnt that long ago when i wasnt this dick slinging machine that the women love. i was a virgin. that didnt know how to get laid, i didnt know there was possibility that i could get shit on me if i was back door knocking, no, i didnt know i could get shit on me…. i didnt know that ,that is fucking awesome. you know whats not awesome me fucking a fat...
I treat my porn like how some guys treat their girlfriend or wife…..check it out i was masturbating to some awesome porn the other day, the chick was really hot and the lighting was perfect and the subtext was just great, the story line had me right from the beginning. I was really into it, it was really great time…but soon as i finished, i turned it off. i lost all interest…i realize at how low...
A date with me
There are a lot of rude dudes out there, so ladies I’m sorry. What I do durning the date, with a girl I like, is put my mom on speaker phone, while my mom is passively aggressively insulting you. I tell you that you should change your profile pic facebook because its misleading,cuz fuck you’re not that pretty. While I chew loudly and tell you how awesome I am.
I woke up from dream a little while ago. It was crazy. I was fucking inception.
I’m so grateful that you spend time with me. I know I wish for more, but what you give me already is so much. Like to feel you touch me is undescribeable. You can’t screw it up. You’re not perfect. Like you have flaws. Yes you have issues and such but those things make you. I couldn’t love you if you weren’t you. All the problems in the world couldn’t make me...
Beauty can only be appreciated, when there is ugliness. If all there was, was beauty then it would cease being beautiful.
I can’t feel pain. Lol. I’m gone.
Stay medicated lol. I’m drinking schnaaps 100 proof. I feel great. I don’t feel pain
Right now I’m thinking of someone. Someone who makes me happy, makes me sappy. They are amazing. I want them right here here next to me. I want to spend the rest of my time with them. I feel that it can never end. I won’t change a thing about them except one. That they’ll touch me. I’m weak and sappy so I need skin contact. I love them very much.
I was really sick I’m getting better. Medicine is amazing. I just drank some schnapps 100 proof. So I can’t feel anything lol. I got a new phone. Its amazing. I can do everything thing on it. Literally one touch I’m on this site or fb. Like I’m connected in a way I never was before. I feel I can do great things.
vanishment-decadence:
Merry Christmas to me. I lost my money when out shopping -.- And I’m not even sure how that came about happening.
I’m really bummed out and have barely slept in two days. I’m not sure if I’m going to my family’s or not now. I honestly just want to sleep ,_,
But, all of you, I hope you’re having a good evening and a Merry Christmas. I’m just sitting this year out I...
Dropped by Jon's studio the other day! Photo by... →
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i think we forget that…and what it means.
i think we forget what adjectives describe us
or we dewell on negative adjectives…
i think we forget what we are made out of…
we are made of organic matter. Carbon. made up of cells.
DNA past down since the begining of living existance.
We dont take the time to look and see what we really are
had some science drop on my head
“I must tell you that I was always afraid of the fury with which I loved you. It...”
– Unknown (via atomos)
oh shit thats powerful.
ticklemejesus:
according to astronomy, when you wish upon a star
you’re actually a few million years late.
that star is dead
just like your dreams
fuck no. i believe.
Battlefield US: Americans face arrest as war... →
Revolution is starting now.
i know that loving someone that doesnt love me back, loving them just because; is a strong act of courage and fearlessness
Sometimes i wish i can be dick. Like can i do it, and be the best at it. for what ever reason i’m putting that on hold. like a part of me just feels cheapened. right now i’m just feeling like i’m being judge on things i cant help. that what i’ve done is just minuscule. that i’m just a fool willing to be fooled. i’m really doing some soul searching. i’m...
vanishment-decadence:
I don’t know.
I’m tired of how empty my life is.
Fill it
vanishment-decadence:
Awkwardly explaining to someone your blood fetish, because they are apparently clueless as to what a fetish is.
This is why I have no friends.
This is why I have no girlfriend.
But
Right now would be a good time to have one. Oh sexual frustration.
Im ready to hate fuck a melon.
Story time. Bonham Chronicles
alright this is a compilation of stories from the people of Bonham, Tx. Most of the stories are second hand accounts. Names will be changed and Places to protect guilty parties.
also the stories in this form/format is a rough draft. so any one reading know this will have grammar errors misspellings, and it might not make complete sense at times. the point is get all the ideas and the story down...
vanishment-decadence:
I’m really sick with the flu, so I don’t expect to be on much until I get better. Yesterday I couldn’t even talk and felt like I was swallowing knives, today I can’t breathe at all and have a terrible fever. ;-;
I’m just going to continue laying here, watching my favorite shows and cradling the box of tissues. Hoping it will disappear over the weekend, instead of getting...
“Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their...”
– Nietzsche (via lockedinsuitcase)
